that right, he's been gone 9 months!!!!! holy cow. where do i even begin? to sum these past months up- i would have to say without them, i wouldn't know who i am. i have grown in so many ways along with him that i can't even describe! being on a gospel basis, mostly ALL the time is actually the best thing in a relationship. it will make you stronger as a whole, TRULY know how important the marriage label is (when the time cometh), and know each other on a deep gospel level. (which is most important) i have learned to love and respect him more than i ever thought i was capable of. yes, i loved him before. but that testimony of his is getting stronger so there goes my feelings along with it. he has already touched the lives of others there, as well as my own and his. i love him, i love his love for the gospel and thats all there is to it! i can't wait to be a missionary with him :) you rock my elder! here's to a pregnancy and half of my mission! YIPEEEE!!!
a step in my life that i have been dreaming over since the day i could see the temple was made today. as i stepped in the Holy House of the Lord I was excited about making the promises I did with my Heavenly Father. the Temple is pure, it is a place to learn and grow and i truly believe it is here for us to feel as close to the Savior as we possibly can. (along with the work that goes on inside of it) when i was in there i felt happy, i felt the love of Christ and I felt equal to all my surroundings. i was literally "out of the world" and thats something i will always treasure about the temple. i felt like a queen, i knew my worth, and i loved myself. I will never forget today, it was one of the best days of my life.
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the thought of leaving this little guy has been on my mind a lot lately. and to be honest, i'm not quite sure how i am going to do it. but i am going to do it. i want to be that aunt. the one he loves, misses, looks up to, always. it's not a matter of "missing him" because this is all for him.
but the best thing for you to do... is not ask me "how are you going to leave him?" because i will tell you "i don't know" but i do know. and that is because i want to be that aunt for my little doodle. and that's all there is to it! do you think i love him to much? or am i just crazy? i mean, look at those sandals! or better yet, look at those legs! WAIT, look at that FACE! mmm. i gotta go eat him, C ya.
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for that elder you always hear about! it goes perfectly for our situation, imagine that!
and for my bff who i miss so much.
for my Easter package coming up! i can't wait to show it to you all!
recently i found Treat, it is another greeting card website like Shutterfly. i have LOVED my purchases there and so have my loved ones that have received them! you can create your own or use theirs. the BEST part about it, you can order them or even send them online!! isn't that the coolest? let me repeat myself again, i love my cards from Treat. i might even be addicted to sending them to everyone!!
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